I am holding on, but barely
Gripping whatever I can to keep it together
I can't do this on my own, I'm trusting you
They say fear and faith can't live together
but my fear drives my faith, my faith in you
Being desperate and scared makes me yearn for your presence
I prayed you would come to me
and I sat with myself
with my demons
with my pain
and waited for you...
I didn't know if you would find me, but you did
and you let me now I would never be alone
You told me my pain breeds strength
and to trust my struggle, and I am.
Because of you I am saved
You are my heart, you always were
You flow through my bloodstream now and always
and now I am your vessel
I am here to do your will
Tell God I'm going to need you now, more than ever
Tell Him you will be my guide
Wherever I go, you've been there to lead me
Lead me in life on the path to heaven's doors.