Good Bye Letter to Alcohol
When we first met, I just knew we would be life-long friends and for a long time, we had a blast together. You brought out the exciting, fun, relaxed, invincible girl. Together we could do anything. I was fearless, I could dance, talk, flirt with guys and not worry about what others thought about me. I was comfortable in my skin. Or so I thought. Free. Free from anxiety, stress, and worry.
We definitely had some crazy nights, which were a ton of fun. Some nights you took me to another level but I chalked it up to being young. Things were great, until they weren’t.
I started having significant consequences, totaled a car, got into multiple accidents and lost my life because of you. You took over my life. You destroyed my life causing hurt, confusion and pain – a lot of pain.
Then it started affecting other people but I still stood by your side. You were my ride or die for a long time. A very, very long time. You always came through and I could count on you to make me forget. But, then instead of giving, you started taking and taking. My happiness, my sanity – my soul.
Now I must let you go. It’s time I got me back. It’s time I got my FAMILY back. It’s time I grew up and learned how to live life on life’s terms without a crutch or escape. I am excited for my SECOND CHANCE without you hindering my happiness. Goodbye to you for good! I have no more room for you in my life!
I CHOOSE TO LIVE!