I think you're mine but in reality I'm yours
I belong to you.
I'm a servant and you are my king.
I'll give up my pride, morals and values.
I'll give up my self worth
and I'll give up my ones I love, even my son.
I love you more than any of those things.
I'm am in your lasso as you lead me to the gates of hell.
My pain is deep while I wallow in the depths of your world.
I'm always wanting more of you.
I get you ready and push you deep in my veins and drift off to heaven.
I'm on a suicidal mission until I'm at rest.
I need peace
I need serenity
I need true love
You WERE the love of my life but you failed me.
I fought in your fire
I should've known the fire would win
I'm in more pain than could ever be imagined
You took everything from me
You took my house and everything I owned
You took me away from my whole family
You took me away from my son
and You took my beautiful baby girl away from me
the person I loved the most in this world.
You took my soul
You had it good
I stood by your side...I loved you
But that was then and this is now
Everyone is dying and it makes me sick
Fuck an epidemic, this is an apocalypse
Incurable, progressive and fatal until arrested
And today I locked you away
I may never be able to kill you but I will wound you
and keep you at bay with all my strength
Enough is enough and I got tired of being stuck
I'll always feel the pain and destruction
I'm not afraid to cry, my life changed once I was willing to try.